As I held onto my sanity my life slowly passed me by
If I was attentive I wouldn't be asking "why?"
I couldn't understand it. It never made any sense
Why didn't I just ask him, I had no common sense
I had this perfect dream of life in which I would indulge
As it left my consciousness, my eyes were bugged and bulged
Why didn't I just ask him? Why didn't I just say it?
I should've opened my mouth but now I do regret it.
I never said I love you and I never said I cared
Should've told the stories of the moments we could've shared
This pefect life and dream could've been obtained
But since it's gone, i'm left alone again and drained
The endless books, the endless thoughts and the endless songs
The endless smiles, the endless words and the endless wrongs
The life I could've had slipped right on through my hands
Like the times of fairy tales and infinite amounts of sands
I thought I had my fingers closed as I tried to grasp
Onto this perfect life I could've had if only I had asked
It's as if